Clarify

I am ok girls. Guess I should have clarified. They found a rather large tumor growing on my jaw bone. I dont know much more about it yet as I dont see a specialist til June 9th to get it biopsied. Its just a scary thing.

Good and Bad

Funny how cliche things can be sometimes. I got bad news last week that has made me stop and take a second look at life. The things that I regret and the things that I still want to do. The things that make me happy and the people that I have in my life. My friend Casey told me yesterday, "It's like the Tim McGraw song, live like you were dying". And he is right....what a cliche, but it is so true. Weird how you dont think about things like that until you have a reason to.

But not anymore for me. Life is short and I want to LIVE, really live. Do the things that I have always wanted to do, tell the people that I love how much they mean to me, and get past all of the bullshit without worrying about it everyday. I want a relationship that means something and to really feel love and passion from them. I have noticed that I really dwell on the negative in life, and I want to over come doing that. I dont want to be angry anymore. I want to be happy and positive and surround myself with things that will help me do that.

So to all of you.....Live like you were dying.